Loss That Was A Gain

It was my twelfth birth anniversary and my father had brought some gift for me and asked where I would like to go for dinner. It was usual because he was the only parent that I had. My mom died in childbirth, thereon I was raised by my father with the help of a widow Neelam, who was in charge of our house and had arrived with my mom as a ‘dowry’. She was the only dowry that my father had accepted. Till he lived he used to call her ‘Dahej’ (the Dowry). My father had turned into a complete puritan after my mother’s death.

Neelam had two passions in her life; one was to take care of the household and my father’s ‘puja’ (worship) arrangement and second was to take care of me. That included bathing me, feeding me (fed me till I was 4). Even at 12 she helped me in bathing. Fact of life is we practically bathed together. That is how I got my first experience. Till I was 11 years of age I grew up normally as any young boy would. But immediately thereafter, I started to grow tall, my limbs and appendages started growing at a very fast pace. Within a span of three months after my 11th birthday I shot past Neelam’s height and kept growing.

Neelam started teasing me during our baths. Earlier she used maintain a decorum by keeping herself covered till I was out of the bathroom, though she used to get wet and I could see every one of her assets through her wet clothes, but the decency was always maintained. Of late she became a lot less careful, or should I say she became a lot more careless. While soaping me up she would soap up my penis and pull the foreskin back and soap my penis and would stroke it a few times and as I grew hard she would invariably comment that ‘you are growing into a fine young man’.

 One day she commented ‘you are growing into a big young man’. I inquired as to what she exactly meant! She smiled and said “do you really want to know?” I replied “yes”. She stroked me a few more times and my penis grew very hard. Then she said wait and left the bathroom I was left wondering. She came back a few minutes later carrying a scale, small scale and sat down in front of me and started stroking my penis again, till it grew very hard and I started moaning. She then measured my penis and asked me to observe. I saw that I was bigger than the scale, only a little, but bigger. I asked “what happened?” She said “you are already more than 6 inches long!”

Just before my 18th birthday, my cousin was invited to stay with us. This cousin of mine was my tauji’s (father’s elder brother) daughter, 4 years older than me. It was decided that my cousin is going to get admitted in the same school as me and she will complete her education from the city. Though it was summer vacations but she was asked to come before the school reopened, in order to complete formalities.

On the morning after my cousin arrived and my father had left for his office, my cousin was sleeping in my room and Neelam started fussing around with the household chores. Since it was summer vacations I had nothing to do. I asked Neelam if I could take a bath, she said go I will scrub your back (this was regular business). Thereafter I entered my room to take my clothes and was shell shocked by the sight of my sis lying completely nude with her pyjamas thrown off, her cover askew and her top completely unbuttoned. I was mesmerized by the view and stepped forward to take a closer look, knowing that it was not proper for me to do this. Somehow the sensation of being a taboo made it all the more interesting. Her nipples were light brown as were her aureola; her breasts were very fair and had a few red and black moles. As I was looking I found that her nipples were hard erected and long, longer than Neelam’s.

I had seen Neelam nude on many occasions, while she changed her clothes or when she was having a bath after she has scrubbed my back. That, as I said, was routine, though lately those visions gave me a feeling of tightness in my crotch. The view of my sis nude however blew me away and my dick was hard and completely erect in no time. My cousin’s bush was very light and that too trimmed. It appeared as if she had no hair on her pubis. I was completely engrossed in the view and lost touch of time. Neelam yelled for me to go to the bathroom and I was brought back to the reality. I hurriedly picked up my clothes, my towel and ran to the bathroom. Neelam was already there, she asked me to remove my clothes and get under the shower fast. I obeyed and made my first sweet mistake.

I was rock hard and due to innocence could not understand the significance of the situation. Neelam had a look at my cock and smiled and said get under the shower. I will come soon and she left the bathroom. I was taking my shower, but was intrigued by the fact that my hardness will not go down. I started stroking it the way Neelam did; each time she cleaned the underside of the foreskin. The feeling, while stroking was so pleasurable that I was completely lost into it, when Neelam re-entered the bathroom. Her first question was “did your sister’s view do this to you”? I was going pink and purple and white sequentially with shame rage and fear. Neelam advanced towards me and held my cock and started to stroke it and telling me that it was completely normal to have such a reaction.

My emotions melted away and the only feeling left was of pleasure, due to the treatment received by my cock. Her strokes somehow grew more intense and she asked ‘did you like what you saw’? I said in a small voice “yes”. She kissed me on the cheek and asked ‘did you touch her’? I said ‘no”. She continued stroking and asked “did you want to”? My reply was “yes”. She asked “will you touch me”? I was perplexed but I managed to nod in affirmative.
She left me and took her dress off. She was nude in full view of me. I was completely absorbed in the view. She was darker and bigger in all respects as compared to my sister but her nipples were thicker and shorter. Her bush down there was trimmed practically to non-existence but it was there. But her bush was only at the top.

She drew me closer and once again started to stroke my cock. She directed me to touch her nipples and grab her boobs. I was not in a mood to refuse, so I wholeheartedly applied myself to the task. She taught me to fondle her boobs gently and then asked me to increase the pressure gradually. She asked me to tweak her nipples and generally play around with them. In my new found enthusiasm I must have tweaked her very hard. So she moaned and grimaced. In a gentle voice she said “they are all yours, so please be gentle”. All the while she was stroking my cock with one hand and stroking my neck cheek and lips with the other. These two stroking were stoking a fire inside me.

It grew so hard that it started to pain. It was then she caught my hand and directed it onto her crotch. I started playing with her bush but she wanted more. So she directed one of my fingers to rub on her cunt. I obeyed and found her cunt to be moist and with a very slight pressure the finger entered her cunt. Each time the finger entered her she moaned. We fell in a rhythm and suddenly she broke the rhythm by embracing me hard and trying to force my hard cock into her crotch. I followed her non verbal instructions, the best I could and we managed to find an angle at which my dick entered her cunt.

My feelings at that point were indescribable. Being slightly taller than her it became difficult for her to manage, but soon we got into a rhythm and we started fucking in earnest. She was already very close to coming. She moaned loudly and told me “I am about to come!” This statement confused me and I stopped fucking her. She held on to my shoulder and started to pump me hard and fucked me as if that’s the last thing she wanted to do. Her moans were becoming throaty and loud. She moaned with a sort of angnghhhh sound. This stoppage delayed my coming and that was a boon, because soon she came hard. Her cunt was clinching my cock. It was a rapid to and fro motion of her hips, along with a gripping movement inside her cunt. The pace of her pumping movement kept increasing, and I was wondering if my tool would stay sheathed in her cunt! But the grip of her cunt was good and her body movements perfectly matched mine. But we were both new to the game and soon, the sensation became too much for me and I too arrived at the point of no return. So I held on to her waist and pumped furiously till I came. She kept on moaning till I stopped moving and finished the last of my cumming.

That was the first time I came. The feeling was ecstatic and beyond words. It was like my whole existence was centered on my cock and my balls. There was a flush of blood in the lower abdominal area and the balls had started to pain. The release was almost instantaneous and after the third squirt inside her cunt, my ball relaxed but my cock remained hard. She was panting, so was I. Then she pushed me back till my cock came free of her cunt and then she wrapped me back into deep embrace. We were both panting hard and needed about four minutes to come back to normalcy.

Then she wondered ‘are you still hard?’ I said ‘yes but the pain has gone.’ Neelam said ‘let us finish bath’. We quickly finished our shower and went to her room, covered only in towels. My towel was worn a bit awkwardly. As soon as we reached the room she took her towel off and tugged at my towel. I asked ‘what if Rano (my cousin) comes’? She said ‘go lock the door’. I obeyed and she called me to her. I was still hard and her nudity was making it painful. I said ‘can I get inside of you again’? She smiled and said ‘yes of course you can and you shall, but in a few moments’. Then she held my cock and knelled down in front of me and took me inside her mouth. The pain in my balls returned. I needed another similar release as I had a little while earlier. She went on sucking me for some time. Each time she applied a little pressure in her sucking I climbed to the 7th heaven and each time she relaxed her mouth I climbed down to the third. This technique of her caused my balls to start aching seriously but I was not being able to arrive at the crest and get a release that I badly needed.

Neelam sensed my trouble and said ‘do you want to get inside me’? I nodded and grabbed her and pulled her up and tried to do it standing. She lovingly held my head and pulled it to her soft valley and whispered ‘let us get on the bed’. I followed her and waited till she adjusted herself on the edge of the bed and asked me to get inside her. She simply said ‘now fuck me’ (ab chodo mujhe). I did not understand the words but the invitation was non-verbally crystal clear to me. I simply moved forward and bent my knees a little and got inside her. The scabbard entered its sheath again. It was a peaceful feeling but the action began now. It was much easier for me to move in and out. I’ll write the next part after I get some enthusiastic comments on [email protected]

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